[Dark] Depression/Suicides within the fandom (The revival)

My dog almost got run over this morning
 
Okay, so, I might be over exaggerating a tad… but I was expecting either the dog not to leap right at the truck right as it started passing by (I had a leash on him, but still) or expecting the driver to see the dog and not drive so close to the curb… the truck driver passed like MAYBE like… 6 inches away… maybe not even that…

@warc9  
thanks, I just feel really depressed and feel bad

@Nupie The Hero  
It’s okay. We’re all here.

@Nupie The Hero  
I’ll be here for you.

@Applejack007
 
@warc9
 
thanks, maybe my emotions makes me feel worst

@Nupie The Hero  
I hope you feel better soon

@warc9  
I hope so :(

@Nupie The Hero  
hugs
 
 
I’m heading to bed, goodnight.

I’m still slightly freaking out about the dog incident
 
I mean, wtf… the dog is so stupid… he leaped into the air to try to catch the truck… but before it passed by… if I didn’t have a tight fit on the leash… I mean, I thought… isn’t it common sense to not run into objects that are coming towards you?

@Rainboom Dash
 
Aren’t dogs pretty stupid about not being able to accurately assess the size or speed of other objects? Isn’t that why small dogs chase big ones despite the fact they’re gonna get their asses kicked?

@WM-R  
Come to think of it… he does stand like RIGHT by me.. like… literally like an inch away… and he keeps accidentally getting stepped on… yet he keeps doing it

My new therapist is great.

@Applejack007  
Good. I hope that things go smoothly in your next few visits.

@Tranquil Night  
Thanks

Was feeling super depressed earlier and I legitimately felt like killing myself… but I think it’s safe to say I’m doing a little better now.. at least, I think…
 
I’m still pretty depressed.. but… definitely better…
 
It wasn’t good… I started freaking out and hyperventilating and just wanted to kill myself… but… I’m better now…

@Rainboom Dash  
What were you depressed over?

@Tranquil Night  
Lots of stuff… it pretty much started when I really wanted to do something for the 7th event thing but then it was too late for the badge and I got a little depressed and then started thinking about a bunch of other depressing stuff about how I’m a lazy fuck and haven’t done stuff I want to do for years and am really confused all the fucking time and then started hyperventilating and crying and etc. etc…….
 
TL;DR: I missed the opportunity for the cake badge because I’m a lazy fuck and haven’t done stuff I have wanted to do for years and am very confused about life

Had a nervous breakdown. Work is starting to break me worse than school did

@Conflik9929  
What do you do?

@Applejack007  
Im just a trainee at mcdonalds near where we make the meats and stuff. Yesterday i recieved no help until 11 , 4 hours after i clocked in.

@Conflik9929  
Holy shit.. that sounds horrible
 
Not knowing what to do.. wow…

@Conflik9929
 
From my 7 years of fast food experience, I can tell you it’s a headache.
 
I once had to run the entire store with just me, one cashier, and one manager.
 
I ran both boards, the broiler( where we cook the meat) and the fryers. The cash guy ran both drive though and front register, bagging, and frys. And the manager was doing inventory, answering the phone, and trying desperately to pull people in.
 
It was a nightmare.

@Conflik9929  
I’m sorry to hear that

@warc9  
I forgot to mention that i burned myself on the patten and i still havr a bump today. Didnt hwlp that the breakdown led me to hurt myself even more

@Conflik9929  
Ow.
 
Are you feeling ok now?