Vent thread

It’s kinda hard to explain my views of the world. I believe that I am a worthless human being, but the world is the most wonderful place to be. In that sense, I’m grateful to exist on this planet, while also complaining how I’m a stain to this place.
 
I would give my life to make the world a better place, just so that I can convince myself that I deserve to live here and exist. I just have this inate feelings, this urge to prove myself (or more precisely, to prove to myself) that I’m not worthless and that I’m not ruining the planet. I feel as if anything I do ruins everything, but if I can help someone or something be better, then maybe I’ll have earned my right to be alive.
 
I don’t know. I’m always confused.

@Cyborg_pony
 
Anti-vaping and anti-smoking ads really are annoying. I can confirm, I’ve felt like vaping just to spite those stupid ads.
 
Not that I’m actually gonna start.

@Mikey  

 
You can’t even tell if I’m being serious or not.
 
I’ll leave it up to you to decide.

@TheMagpulPone
 
I’ll keep that in mind, thanks.

@Selaphiel  
With you I can never tell sometimes.

I’m only in my twenties and I’m already wondering if I’m worth something.

@Selaphiel  
yep. definitely a shitposter.

I do think the existence of this planet and everything on it was a mistake.  
A mistake that should be corrected.

@Selaphiel  
I’ve said it before, nothing but the sun will get rid of it. Or a destructive alien race.

@Selaphiel  
Either way, you’re incredibly irritating.

@Scrabbleman  
You decide your own value.

@Mikey  

 
Implying it won’t be possible for us ourselves to reach that capability?  
You underestimate us.
 
 
@LightningBolt  
Good!

@Ainz Ooal Gown
 
There you go again.
 
Now you play the wounded dove ea? Sorry bub, I’m not buying it. You see, you’re right, I should be good at reading people.
 
And I am. And man, you’re an open book to me.
 
You latch on to singular negatives. A process called “all or nothing” thinking. This leads to rampant catastrophizing, and blowing everything up to the highest degree. You do this because you have to feel vindicated for your strong beliefs. You need an enemy, even if you have to make it yourself.
 
You have such powerful beliefs that you have an urge to test them. Filtering that through a lens of anxiety and depression means you test these beliefs by forcing people to counter them. Even when they wont, you construe their beliefs to counter yours.
 
You make sweeping assumptions and inferences about people you know nothing about. Often on one or two statements they make. You hone in on the specific parts of their argument and magnify them. Then you bash your beliefs into theirs.
 
But you beliefs are so strong, that the moment they start to bend you have to play the victim. Because it’s not that you pushed them, it’s that they didn’t play fair.
 
I am not the bleak man you want to paint me as. But brother, you sure seem to act like a rain cloud.

@Selaphiel  
The planet is fine. The flora and fauna on this planet is fine.
 
If you’re going to be an edgelord “misanthrope” at least root your ideals in things that are actually reasonable.

@Selaphiel  
We’ll blow ourselves up long before we get that kinda technology.

I believe the US had a stockpile of 31,000 nuclear weapons during the cold war. We’ll get there again someday lol

@Mikey  
Then we can roam the wasteland.

@Mr grump  
Fallout IRL

@TheMagpulPone  
That’s not nearly enough to destroy the earth. We’ll destroy ourselves but the earth will be fine.

@Selaphiel  
Your weeb display picture makes your ‘misanthropy’ impossible to take seriously.

@Mikey
 
Actually we could probably survive detonating every nuke on the planet.
 
Civilization wouldn’t, but the species may.

@Mikey  
Yeah but I think Selaphiel would be fine with that slightly less apocalyptic outcome. Very slightly less…

@Mr grump  
So basically, not that much.

@Zincy  
Save me a ticket for the E-4.

@Zincy  
So IRL Fallout then. For real.