Vent thread

Moving On
My Little Pony - 1992 Edition
Friendship, Art, and Magic (2020) - Took part in the 2020 Community Collab
Wallet After Summer Sale -

The teacher that I emailed the interview to stated that she didn’t know anything about my topic. I might as well write “I don’t know”.
Moving On
My Little Pony - 1992 Edition
Friendship, Art, and Magic (2020) - Took part in the 2020 Community Collab
Wallet After Summer Sale -

I hope that being an asshole in real life doesn’t affect my Twitter and YouTube channel. It seems that people ridicule me for shit they started. They’re only doing this because I had more potential in gaining e-fame than them. I give the best advice I could to someone yesterday and I get yelled at that it was terrible.
someguy111
Wallet After Summer Sale -

I’m slowly healing from the incident with the pastor. My mind wants to get back to its fluid and effortless ability think abstractly and design complex things. I can feel the thoughts, the creativity, the desire in my mind just waiting to get out. I can start thinking like I used to but when it gets to the details things start to fall apart, my mind still shuts it self off even though it knows the answer. Little by little I’m getting better but right now I’m in a very sensitive mental state. I was starting to think like normal but then made a wrong turn whole driving and that was enough to stop my train of though and have my mind drawing blanks again.
 
Literally just spelling a word wrong as I type this can block my mind. I need extreme peace free of frustrations for a while while I get my mind back to normal. The ability is still there, I can feel it.
someguy111
Wallet After Summer Sale -

I’ve also figured out how to help heal my mind: don’t force it and just relax. My biggest problem is I’m trying to force creativity and getting very anxious and upset when I think my thoughts are gone forever. I need to calm down and just let my mind flow, no rush, no pressure. It’s like like trying to fall asleep, you can’t force it, you just need to let your mind and body naturally relax and get to sleep when they are both ready.
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