@Selaphiel
Thanks for noticing :) As a user, I never left :)
I’m one of those people who gets overstressed about shit I’m not getting done at work, then takes a vacation and goes into my office and locks the door with a giant sign on the window that says; “FUCK THE HELL OFF” and unplugs the phone so one will bother me and I can get some progress done on back burner projects.
If I’m responsible for something, or someone needs help or asks a question, I can’t ignore it. If on the other hand I really and truly can’t do anything to help, then I can ignore calls for help and focus on longer term stuff.
So now I can focus. But I’m a chatty bastard, so if I’m not chatting in mods chat, then I have to do it somewhere, so here I am.
This is, pretty much, what being on staff with me is like. I do this level of persistent nattering all day long. The radio is going, I have two YouTube videos playing, the TV is showing some repeat that I have memorized, I’m playing a movie on one iPad and the other one has a screensaver of a rainy day in 明治神宮, and I have headphones on listening to
something like this. Also my Tulpa is ordering something on Amazon that she hasn’t talked with me about because she has her own fucking credit card and doesn’t care what I think about her tastes.
I pity everyone who works with me. They’re good people. They shouldn’t have to put up with this kind of shit.
Besides, I’m a user and member of the fandom, too. If I turned my back on this place I’d be turning my back on many friends and a huge chunk of my supportive network of friends.
Like it or not, you’re a part of my family.