Vent thread

@ArkyNoid  
The AAA market is absolute shit these days, so I guess it’s ironic ._.
 
Older games and indie titles are the ones that I almost exclusively stick to unless there’s a huge sale going on, and I find this to be a great system :V

What AAA in vidya means anyway

@ghostfacekiller39
 
Yep, strategic waiting is fun on Steam. It is such a thrill to get a game that was once $19.99 for just two bucks.

@Shadow the Hedgehog  
A “triple A” title is a game with a very large budget that’s been eagerly anticipated and probably hyped for months if not years, and is released by a major developer like Konami or Bethesda.

@Nightweaver20xx  
Ohhh

I swear if it wasn’t illegal I’d straight cold-blooded murder anyone who’s ever disrespected me. Maybe not murder – maybe just hurt really badly.

@Nightweaver20xx
 
Would there be a lot of people in your town rolling around on wheelchairs?

@ArkyNoid  
Most of my high school and college would be.

@Nightweaver20xx  
You might get murdered before you murder anyone else in that case.

I still believe that hype is hurting the game in the end.

@YateTiemeng  
least it aint as bad as star wars the old republic

@Background Pony #E3B0  
Yeah. That was really bad.

I’ve just been up listening to music tonight, and I’ve just got so many ideas flowing through me right now that I can’t even begin to describe them. I want to write. I want to paint a picture using words - provide the kind of imagery for the reader that comes from within themselves as opposed to just something explicitly shown to them via some kind of visual medium. That’s the beauty of writing; the variety of ways that the reader can picture the descriptions in their own imaginations leads to a vivid experience for all parties involved. I want to be the one to form that connection and to inspire that kind of imagination from whoever is reading my work.
 
Yet, I’m cuckolded. I want to write. I want to be the one to forge that path between the reader and the story, but at the same time I can’t because I just don’t have the spirit anymore. I don’t have the same drive that I used to, all I have is this hollow husk of what used to be where I dreamed up all of these scenarios and ideas. When I think about it, the concepts I come up with aren’t any good. Nothing is special anymore. I’ve got such a passion and lust to just let it out, but at the same time, I’ve just got such a self-defeating attitude about the whole thing that I just can’t be arsed to even try. I know it wouldn’t satisfy me, nor would it satisfy anyone else.
 
Blargh. This is kind of a minor problem, but it’s just so frustrating. I can never be pleased with myself in anything I set out to do, but at the same time I just don’t even want to try to make myself happy either. I just want to wallow in my own pool of mud and blood about how much I suck at everything :V

@ghostfacekiller39  
Sounds familiar.
 
A small problem can grow up to be a big one later.
 
Just, be careful I guess

@ghostfacekiller39  
Try ignoring perspective and just work. It helps your mind to get away from self doubt and bad feelings when it comes to work.

These “water saving” toilets are gimmicks.  
I often find myself having to flush twice to get rid of shit. This wasting water and time. They also seem to get clogged very easily.

@SeraphimDawn  
I hate those sinks that only run for about 5 seconds then stop. Like, do you want me to get me germ everywhere by not letting get my water?

@ice1517  
Those can go to hell!  
Sometimes they just never seem to detect my hands whatsoever when I want them to. But then, there is a good side to those sensors. You don’t have to touch them. I think hand washing is pointless if we have to touch those guaranteed filthy faucet knobs. People touch it before they wash their hands to turn it on, and they end up touching it again to turn it off.
 
I think public washrooms should have foot activated faucets.

@ice1517  
It’s those goddamn electronic-eye powered sinks, right? I HATE those stupid things. Half the time they don’t work, and when they do you have to hold your hands in just the right spot to get it to dispense. Same thing for those electronic soap dispensers. I miss the days of manual everything.

@ice1517  
Those are really stupid. I think it is a rather gimmicky thing to be “green”.

@Nightweaver20xx  
Don’t even get me started on those soap dispensers. They don’t work when they are supposed to.

Many times I just wish I was normal. I don’t like some of my personal sensitivities and quirks.

@YateTiemeng  
You think you’re not normal? I have no girlfriend or friends to speak of at age 36, my family has long forgotten about me, and I hate most of humanity as a rule. I’m probably psychologically damaged beyond repair.

@Nightweaver20xx  
I’m sorry to hear. Strangely enough you do sound like a helpful and nice person here.
 
I am just sick of my “emotional attachment” to the ponies. I tried to kill it when I had my hiatus. Sure my irl life was a mess and I have mostly fixed some crazy stuff since I discovered ponies but come on… I am so sensitive about them. “oh no they hurt my pony friends”. geez.
 
I am the creepy guy who puts the fandom in a bad light. :/

@YateTiemeng  
Knowing & admitting your faults doesn’t make you a creepy guy. It makes you a self-conscious adult. And the world definitely needs more of them.