Vent thread

@Background Pony #ACBF  
Lmao
 
“Now”

TFW I finally have a free day to draw stuff and I suddenly have artist’s block.

@Background Pony #ACBF  
By the day, I’m starting to wish it was.

Dunno but I think I’m starting to get bored here in Japan.

Fuck climate change.  
I cant sleep because it;s reaching summer tempuratures during fucking winter. On top of that I can’t sleep because I’m having the same issue with my cat that I do during summer in that she is very warm and it’s way too warm to for her cuddling.

@Count Adramélekh Sear ov the Far East  
You gotta walk around.

Can’t sleep. Bleh!

@Scrabbleman  
We came here to mourn until his burial this Monday. Then we’ll think how will we spend our remaining days here before we go home at 22 after that.

I’m fed up with my job a little. I’ve been there 4 years; never made a real friend. I’ve become so numb of the pain to the 10 hour long boring night shift. Except my back; I can hardly bend over. I have never been recognized for my hard work. Never. It’s because I don’t kiss ass, goof off and pretend my workplace is a dating service. Complaining about the wrongs of the environment earn quick retaliation. The ones that have earned such high reputation don’t have to do jack shit and their bosses will go by and wave like it’s okay.
 
Honestly, I’m just tired of my life. I don’t want to go to school and get a better job because I’m not some normie that will succeed. I have issues. I will get into debt because of that. I will not like the people I would be around because I’d just be bullied just like the time I was in school years ago.
 
I’m so fucking tired of the favoritism and celebrity-lovers I’m always around. My status in life is zero; I could die and it would not concern a soul. I just don’t want to be here anymore.

@TheHappySpaceman
 
I know that feel (though in my case it’s writer’s block with my fanfics).

@TempFizzle
 
Know the feeling with the back part. I’m on my feet once I get in the door and some times don’t get lunch. It’s rare, but it does happen. Trust me, shoes are the first thing you should look at with back problems. Changed out my old shoes for a pair of new ones and it helped A LOT. Back has been hurting me lately, so, it’s getting time for some new shoes… lasting barely six months.
 
 
@Jarkes
 
I get writer’s block, but anymore it’s getting to the point I’m starting to ask myself why I even try. That backhanded compliment from EQD on one of my stories I submitted kinda got to me. I don’t mind criticism, but those backhanded compliments just irritate me. It’s like those A-hole teachers I had in elementary school who secretly despised me because I wasn’t one of their “gifted” student.
 
“You’re doing a lot of things wrong, but also some things right.” Damn jackasses.

Bruno Ganz, the actor who famously played Adolf Hitler in Downfall has passed away of cancer today. RIP

My family has to stay at the hospital for 2 hours as my uncle start being blind from diabetes. He might have to live with us from now on in a room my mom wants to build for him.

@TheHappySpaceman  
I’m just a procrastinating fuck. I’m in the middle of drawing my next art piece and all I literally have to do is color it. But yet, I’m a lazy motherfucker who can’t be bothered to pick up some crayons.

@Amana09
 
EQD isn’t worth it and their pre-readers are openly biased. I gave up on trying to get something posted there long ago.

@Jarkes  
Hell they don’t even source derpibooru for art that’s exclusive to derpi.

This whole week has been just utterly miserable, hopeless and never-ending. Every single thing that can go wrong has gone wrong, even things that really can’t go wrong. I’ve had nothing good happen to me in the last 6 days. Not even one good thing. There’s very little hope that its final day (tomorrow) will be any different.
 
I just want to crawl somewhere, sleep and vomit. And forget that 11th to 17th of February 2019 even existed.

@JP  
hugs  
I’m sure it’ll get better for ya.

@Mikey
 
And that’s besides all their other problems, like the almost non-existent comment moderation…

I swearing people failed to read what was on the site about the direct, it was only for games coming to the SWITCH, not the 3ds…

I think i’m coming down with something.

God is a fucking idiot.

I really don’t want to write this outline or do this speech.

@LeoNero  
Awwww :(  
hugs

@Badheart  
It’s why I’ve stopped believing in Him.