Confessions (Possibly NSFW)

@Toyminator900  
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Tomorrow, I’m gonna drink 4 cl of 40% alcoholic rum.
 
I’m doing this out of curiosity and if you know me, I’m gonna feel guilty as hell and probably pray for God to forgive me or something. But if you know me good enough, you know that I’m still gonna do it this once, because I have a stupid obsession with knowledge and experience.
 
Yep.

@HJSDGCE  
Sometimes, I keep forgetting that you were a muslim.

@Pacific Glow  
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@Toyminator900  
Oh, him. He even says it in his profile.

@NotYourAverageLurker  
Pretty much. I’m already feeling guilty as it is but I won’t back out now because I already bought the small bottle of rum and if I don’t do it, I’ll slowly kill myself in the inside for not doing it.

WARNING: EXTREMELY NSFW CONTENT FOLLOWS. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK.  
I want to get under a male horse and rub his sheath until his penis drops out, and then I want to use both of my hands to jerk him off and make him rock hard. Then I want to stuff his huge bell flare cockhead into my mouth and stick my tongue into his urethra and keep stroking his throbbing, arm-sized penis until he busts a nut into my mouth and I swallow every single drop of his thick, creamy animal semen.
 
Well, I DID warn you, didn’t I? Glad I got that off my chest, though. Been wanting to say that for awhile.

@Nightweaver20xx  
Well…. uh…. It’d be a pretty scary thought on what would happen if you didn’t spill it.

@Nightweaver20xx  
That’s a pretty common fetish, tbh. I’ve seen a few porn videos of that. Both irl and animated.

I uh, years ago I used to be a bit of an orthography Nazi, I wasn’t aggressive towards someone who writes something wrong, but I used to remark the error quite often…

@TheAnonShy  
>orthography Nazi
 
Well, that’s something new. Didn’t even know that existed.

@HJSDGCE
 
I don’t know either, I used to remark the orthographic mistakes more than the grammar, that’s why I said it like that.

Most of my morals and codes of conduct came from cartoons. They were a pretty big part of my life and I tend to follow some of them.
 
Some are quite unrealistic or stupid but I find it noble.

I enjoy looking at gore sites. For whatever reason, I really enjoy seeing how violently people can die and be mutilated.

Despite needing money elsewhere I went ahead and commissioned two bespoke jackets and a pair of pants from my local tailor. I need to manage my finances better.

I want to steal Luna’s shoes and smell them.

@Agent Luna  
That’s weird.

@NotYourAverageLurker  

@Agent Luna  
Luna has shoes?

I once posted a image of James Foley’s decapitated head on his body to my Primary 6 Class Chat  
Needless to say, I was very edgy

Well, confessions shouldn’t necessary mean something bad or embarrassing, isn’t it? Here I have some.
 
I’m a confident atheist (or agnostic atheist) but I quite enjoy listening to religious songs such as Hallelujah, and even better if it’s in different languages. There’s something majestic at least in that song, the melody, the power of the evoked feelings. I feel… It has some kind of unity and peaceful sensation, usually these kind of songs are done to sing it between a large quantity of people, and I love that. I could name other songs such as “Hava Nagila” or “Mo Ghille Mear”. Maybe these ones are a bit more aside from the religious concept, but defines also part of a culture.
 
Here goes another one that is related: I admire people that sing, produce music or can play an instrument: I find fantastic how a melody can change our mood, our thoughts or even our perspective of life; we can cry for happiness or sadness, we can get reflexive, nostalgic, rebellious, emotional. A bunch quantity of sensations that can bristle our skin.
 
Well done music is like the manifestation of our emotions in sounds.
 
Last confession: while writing this I should have been studying…

I still haven’t gotten over a crush I had last year. Lack of resolution is a total bitch that I should get over, but it’s still a pretty bumpy road.

I tend to act cold and uncaring in real life but I really do care for those close to me. Many have called me weird or unfriendly because I tend to be quiet and not speak in groups. Truth be told, I can’t speak in groups unless it’s people I trust close. Those are usually my best friends or my family. If I try, I have long pauses, trying to think the correct words without saying anything wrong. Because every time I speak my mind, I either insult people by accident or sounds like a selfish prick.

I use the “it’s okay when I’m treated like that” mentality.

I used to be a fan of PewDiePie.