[@KolpSlack](/forums/dis/topics/possibly-dark-depressionsuicides-within-the-fandom-the-revival?post_id=5290192#post_5290192)
Well, what else you have left in your life even if you lose something?
If they aren't yet fulfilled, they might be go to waste, but still, I'd respect your decision whatsover.
If you can think, or want to vent, just do it, either here or people around you irl, and make your own decision out.