[Dark] Depression/Suicides within the fandom (The revival)

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@Gameplay The Pony

At least it's just hurtful for you mate, for me it also causes me a bloody strong anxiety, dizziness, nausea, hyperventilation, trembling, uneasiness, worrying extremely about any kind of social interaction that I have (including what I said, what the other didn't say, etc…), constantly imagining everybody hates me and generating 99 problems that are probably not real. At nights I try to sleep while my brain torments me with the stupid stuff I've said during the whole day, etc…

Why do you think I'm using anonymous right now fella? Right now I think I just dropped a clanger while I was talking to someone and I am internally berating myself because of that, and I came to that conclusion because he didn't answer that question. But I don't want to look like a wack twat by asking it again and possibly annoying her in the process. What I am talking about? I'm already annoying her.
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@Background Pony #1A79
@Gameplay The Pony

At least it's just hurtful for you mate, for me it also causes me a bloody strong anxiety, dizziness, nausea, hyperventilation, trembling, uneasiness, worrying extremely about any kind of social interaction that I have (including what I said, what the other didn't say, etc…), constantly imagining everybody hates me and generating 99 problems that are probably not real. At nights I try to sleep while my brain torments me with the stupid stuff I've said during the whole day, etc…

Why do you think I'm using anonymous right now fella?

I too think that people on this site hate me. I have feelings of sadness, depression, doubt, anger.
Background Pony #1A79
@Gameplay The Pony

I've tried to kill myself countless times, i have Depression (Please, don't come with Crippling Depression memes), and my anxiety causes me emotional instability…
Ciaran
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友情は魔法だ🧚
Please don't spread rumors about people dying, ok?

I spoke with Ninji just a couple days ago. I do not have any reason to believe they are dead, only that they simply have chosen to move on from this site.

Philosophically, sure, maybe that means they are 'dead as far as this site is concerned', and you won't be able to talk to them here any more.

But people move on from the fandom, they find other things they want to do with their lives, and sometimes that's a good thing.
Count Adramélekh Sear
Verified Pegasus - Show us your gorgeous wings!
Preenhub - We all know what you were up to this evening~
Twinkling Balloon - Took part in the 2021 community collab.
Ten years of changes - Celebrated the 10th anniversary of MLP:FiM!
My Little Pony - 1992 Edition
Friendship, Art, and Magic (2020) - Took part in the 2020 Community Collab
Dream Come True! - Participated in the MLP 9th Anniversary Event
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Unorthodox Pacifico Man
Just like my dad.

He moved out of our house and abandoned us all here and never spoke to my mom ever again because my dad thinks my mom is performing adultery with a lesbian. That's also the reason he became depressed and suicidal about that while me and my younger brother too are suffering the same consequences as my dad.

As much as suicide is a horrible horrible thing in the way of christian life, fate always finds a way unto driving us in to that spot.





My main fear right now is he is gonna get expelled from our religion very soon because we never saw him ever even going to church.
tehwatever
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Ten years of changes - Celebrated the 10th anniversary of MLP:FiM!
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@Ciaran
Oh he's most likely alive? Thank god.
Ey, tell him I be grateful for the art he's posted and the friendship he's extended to me. Tell him I love his colors and I bid him sincere best wishes on his journey elsewhere.
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