Smiling Panzerfuchs 2.0
I am sorry. For very, VERY personal reasons related to the war in Ukraine, I feel absolutely unable to post anything in this thread at the moment.
I could go on and on about how my own grandfather was wounded in Ukraine at the time and was nursed back to health by Ukrainian peasants. I would not exist FACTUALLY if it were not for compassionate Ukrainians. Those who know me know that I am very highly sensitive to these things.
My desire to volunteer as a fighter was revoked by the German government. Probably because… Reasons. I am sitting on my packed backpack right now and feel relatively useless. I am going through the horror of not being able to make up for a debt I have incurred.
And therefore: I am sorry. Sorry because I’m smoking cigarette after cigarette, not trying to drown my sorrow in alcohol and because I’m feeling a lot of hatred (not towards the Russian people), but because I’m simply not able to make up for this debt.
There is not enough wine in the Rhine right now to wash away my sorrow…