It’s nice to see this thread exists, though I wish it didn’t have to.
I don’t even know where I should begin, but I just don’t enjoy art anymore. Every time I try to draw, it’s a struggle, and every time I finish something it feels like a waste of time that no one sees.
And god am I lonely. 10 years of no friends or relationships, and the only two I had were semi-long distance and disasters. I’m unlovable, unwanted, and I rot in my childhood bedroom like a forgotten corpse. There just isn’t an escape, and anything that I could do to help requires something else to be fixed first in a never ending spiral. Maybe I’d make an effort if I had someone to do it for, but I’m just. so. lonely.
sigh Anyway, /vent. Hope everyone else subbed here is feeling better than when they made their last message.
Completely unrelated, but I didn’t know where else to express this, but I’m surprised how few .gif avatars I see.