[Dark] Depression/Suicides within the fandom (The revival)

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still unsure what to do with myself. still full of weird thoughts and feelings. days are still flying by so fast. still full of self loathing. still struggle to function correctly and act normal.  
thought about when i get my foid card soon that id buy a gun and blow my brains out. not even the reason i want one but my mind wants to keep thinking about it.
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