[Dark] Depression/Suicides within the fandom (The revival)

@Zincy
Suppose that’s true. Just irritating waiting to see if/when something will even be useful and to what extent. Will try to keep it in mind, thanks.

Just the fact that I'm stuck living in the US makes me want to kill myself.

@tngjstn
I'm sorry that you have running water with plenty of food.

@ᏰᎯᎠᎻᎬᎯᏒᎿ
That exists in just about every other developed country like Canada or Germany. But only the US is filled to the brim with white supremacy, sexism, homophobia, gun violence, etc.

@tngjstn
Hey at least u can own a permit for a handgun and defend yourself instead of being helpless in Canada

Fuck!

This website was my only social life.

@Dashiefluffywaifu
I don’t want to contribute to the problem. Plus main reason I‘m stuck in this hell hole is because my parents don’t think it’s that bad, and I therefore refuse to abandon them. Unlike most Americans I actually care for those in need and don’t resolve my issues with violence and bullying.

Nothing better to do than get drunk.

This website makes me want to kms more than anything(apparently this is a bragging place to people that have nowhere else to showcase their lives)

Oh I graduated, oh I get laid every day, oh I have alot of friends, Oh I have a great job, doesnt end someone has to feel better than someone else

@tngjstn
That is soo normal in the Philippines.

Fuck this website.

Things are not getting better as anyone thought it would. It's only getting worse.

how the fuck am i ungrateful? which part of my life should i be grateful for? everyone tells me id be selfish if i killed myself what the fuck do u want from me? should i hire someone to kill me or does that still make me a terrible self centered person? how can people be so cruel to not take a second to slow down and look around them instead of feeding everyone their "get good lol" while they keep saying that everyone who dares to talk about something that makes them depressed deserves to go to hell.. i fucking hate myself i regret everything ive ever done but ill still get told to just chill because its not their problem maybe im mentally ill or just so obsessed with myself and my emotions that i cant see anything from the world around me anymore..

its my birthday in about a month or so but i wish i could have my current age as the number on my tombstone..

I need to stop crying. I'm pathetic.

@pixel

Crying over certain things or just crying because you are generally sad?

@Zincy
Idk, a mixture of both? Like, I was initially going to say it was over specific stuff but there are so many "specifics" that it'd feel kind of disingenuous to answer that way.

But a big part of it lately has been family drama.

How are you suppose to make it in the world when your own father keeps you down…

To hell with women.

i felt an intense "nothing" today
a complete lack of emotions and will to live, like my soul wasnt even there
id rather feel intense physical pain if it meant i didnt live like this anymore..

@Background Pony #6DA2
Keep masturbating.

So the pandemic begins to mutate……
I hate being right about 2021. Hope was all a lie. My future is all a lie. Everything I know in my life is all a lie…………..

I told you things are not getting better as anyone thought it would. And I told you that it's only getting worse.

@Shylover
Just try to stay strong, all we can do is get through this.