Vent thread

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Ditto.

Sorry about earlier.  
Daddy issues.

@Cyan Lightning
 
I’m more in the middle. I can be somewhat extravagant but at the same time I can be a bit stingy. Maybe something like Scrooge McDuck, not afraid of having a good life, but not going to spend just for the sake of spend.

@Twi Clown  
I used to buy things that were actually functional or enjoyable. I found things like 10,000 dollar shoes, 300,000 dollar Lambos, 500,000 dollar jewelry, etc, to be stupid as hell.

@MagpulPony
 
Well, I heard golden jewelry could help to save your finantial patrimony but admittedly I’m in diapers regarding gold and silver so I’m not entirely sure about it.  
Sorry you lost your property that way, guess it’s time to rebuild yourself.

@Twi Clown  
I actually still have a lot of my stuff, I’m just extremely cash poor now, and stuff doesn’t pay bills, so I’m trying to sell a lot of it. Unfortunately, people aren’t really buying expensive things right now for obvious reasons.

There’s cool crap to buy?

@MagpulPony
 
Not even from Amazon or e Bay?

@Twi Clown  
Some stuff sure, but not the stuff related to expensive weaponry, furniture, electronics, and that kind of thing.

I could always use more .357 ammo
 
Just putting that out there

@Badheart  
I don’t own a .357 I’m afraid. And even if I did, selling ammo in CA is complicated sometimes.

@MagpulPony
 
Awww shit. Guess luck is giving you the cold shoulder.

@Twi Clown  
Towards the end of 2018, Everything that could go wrong pretty much did. But whatever, I’m dealing with it. Even though I miss my old life every day.

@MagpulPony
 
We all miss some good days in the past. But I’m sure you’ll sort it out eventually.

I’ll probably spend the rest of my days in Texas, there’s really no other place I want to be.

@Twi Clown  
I hope so. I’m seriously getting tired of this.

Amid all the BS rioting and looting, one store owner here in Santa Monica California stood guard in front of his business armed as the stores around him were robbed. His store was left untouched.

@MagpulPony  
I’m seriously sick of things too.
 
My ex hinted at his new GF wanting to talk to me and the thought makes my stomach turn but talking to her might allow me to at lesst make her see why i’m such a mess now. But I already don’t think she cares or cared about me at all. I hate this. I hate her.

@LightningBolt  
I certainly know what it’s like to hate people. A deep, burning hatred that literally affected my daily life. It takes a long time to heal from that.

@MagpulPony  
Truthfully I want their relationship to crumble and them to be mierable and alone.
 
They hurt me too much for me to ever accept them, considering I never fell out of love too, it’s a pretty awful feeling to have.

@LightningBolt  
I feel the same way. I want the people that destroyed my life out of greed to suffer and pay for what they did. I want everything they do to fail.

@MagpulPony  
Mmmm, same, they stabbed me in the back, broke my heart, and now they wanna run away together and get to be happy? That’s not fair, you don’t deserve that, you don’t deserve shit.
 
Barely know each other and now it’s true love, bite me. I spend nine years with someone and now I’m not good enough. I hope all the world’s issues right now keep them apart as long as possible or make their plans fail.
 
Cause it’s clear to me how selfish they are.
 
And that just kinda hurts, like, a lot.

@Ninji  
You’re right about New Age meditations which “empties” one mind, but Christian meditation which is focusing on something meaningful to think about is genuinely helpful.

@Background Pony #CBDF  
I completely agree. Christian meditations are fantastic.

Nothing’s more hellish than to hear your parents doing what they’re doing while you’re sleeping, and I think you know what I’m talking about….