oh I think a lot of people have freaky dreams, like I have dreams about rape and murder both where i'm the victim, and the assailant, or I'm gunning down people with an autoloader rifle. There is a certain surealness, a certain emotional disconnection, where I don't actually think these actions represent anything I'd do in real life, I think my brain just wants to be prepared for violence.
The guns in my dream are often realistic, you got to pull the charging handle after seating the mag, etc, I watch enough guns being shot they're accurate in my dreams. The same way a lot of the sex stuff in my dreams became more realistic after I became sexually active.
Sear is just unfiltered as fuck, and says things you prob shouldn't say in society.