Vent thread

sees Sexy Beasts trailer on Netplix
 
“Can you fall in love with personality alone?”
 
Me: Gee idk. Sometimes I see a woman wearing a niqaab and I see nothing but her eyes and I still simp for her.

Another year, another ~$200 to get my car registration renewed.

Tonight, I end this night with pure satisfaction of killing all the cockroaches under the sink. Haven’t had enough money to buy even the smallest sized Raid now is all worth it.
 
God I love genocide insecticide.
 

Hey Zincy what do you think about prior authorization?
 
Where your doctors treatment plan is only a mere suggestion that can be shot down by an insurance representative with no medical training based on cost.
 
For the insurance company to hire trained medical staff, it would cost them double. Once because the trained staff are going to cost more to have onboard, two because the trained staff is going to authorize expensive treatment based on morality and medical experience.
 
For-profit medicine isn’t even sustainable, without the insurance companies being medically staffed America isn’t practicing medicine, they’re practicing drug peddling.

Articles like this make me sad. Even though I’m an American, I love the Australian Accent, so to hear that video games and streaming services made by my country are making Aussie kids sound like boring ass Murricans (No shade, just tellin’ the truth) just breaks my heart.
 
I hope this news isn’t true. If it is, then we may never get to see a Ty the Tasmanian Tiger 5 in the future. :(

News on the street is Badheart has been poking around <3 I hope he’s doing ok.
 
@Count Adramélekh Sear  
Hell yeah. Beware of insect populations becoming resistant to one poison or another.
 
Got to clean any source of food they have access to, vacuuming and bleach will do nicely. They will eat the carcasses of their brothers, and even if that brother was poisoned, the poison might be too diluted to hurt more cockroaches, so carcasses must be removed quickly.
 
After riding the house of anything organic and edible, replace their food supply with food based poison, like a sugary gel filled with neurotoxins.
 
Keep hand spray to assault high traffic areas. It’s hard to keep the kitchen clean of cockroach food, so the hand spray will often be used here. Preferably the spray has a different poison from the food based poison.
 
Mixing poison is the best. Because of their rapid reproduction, they can evolve resistance to one poison or another.

I don’t know if this is the right thread for this but I am just kind of feeling fucked up right now. I hate even thinking about it. There was this nsfw game called “Secret Horse Files” and I played it a bit cycling through characters. They all had stats and I just kinda looking at the stats and reactions etc. The cmc are selectable, but I just kind of mental gymnasticsed that they were aged up or something.
 
After a couple of minutes I basically accepted that they probably weren’t, got grossed out by myself and the game and moved on to different characters Pronto. Hours later I felt ashamed and awful and now a day has gone by where I haven’t left bed and I’ve been thinking of myself as a monster and horrible etc, and don’t know what to do about my feelings or what to do if they’re correct either. I am sorry for the long post, I’m just in a bad place and am viewing myself in really bad light. What’s wrong with me?

Asians need to start learning to REBEL.  
This whole “always listen to your superiors” shit needs to GO.

@ЅℰℒᎯℙℋℐℰℒ  
This is prob. why Dictatorship is easier to happen in Asian world if left not yet learned about “Rebelling correctly for the rights especially if the superiors do something really wrong for all”, be it Middle East or Eastern Asian…

@ЅℰℒᎯℙℋℐℰℒ  
The older I get, the more I realize that old people are just as likely to be morons as the rest of us.
 
 
@Background Pony #BF98  
I have some friends who like filly. Not my close ones. It feels too close to the edge for me. For loli and filly I draw the line at sexual contact, and i’m enraged my force sexual contact. Since they are just drawings, I could still be someones friend if they like this stuff, but I don’t approve of it, and I worry about it a lot.

@Beth
 
I understand that they are just drawings, but for some reason I’ve had such a terrible response to this. I don’t want to be a monster. And yet I feel like one. I’m not attracted by foals or God forbid actual children, and yet for a few minutes I absentmindedly engaged in an interactive game with a filly only to be bothered a day’s time after. In your honest opinion, am I a monster? What would you do in my shoes? I just want this to stop.

@Background Pony #BF98  
Calm down, son, they’re just drawings.

@WyrmSpawN
 
But the feelings I’m having. How do I deal with them? Why am I feeling them?

@Background Pony #BF98  
Well not by panicking or self-flagellating, I’ll tell you that much.

@Background Pony #BF98  
It’s possible to be aroused by something you don’t fully approve of, it’s natural to mess around with lolicon and filly art. They’re abstract representations of things, as long as it’s not making up a noticeable portion of your porn I wouldn’t worry.
 
If loli or filly really bother you, just stay away from it.
 
However if you stumble upon images of rl minors, get the hell out, aroused or not doesn’t matter, just as long as you get the hell out. The only reason to ever glance over such things is if you’re trying to get the OP arrested, then you’re doing gods work.

@Beth  
OK thank you all. I’m just going to stay away from everything from now on. This is basically the only time I as an adult (since 3 months ago) have ever even glanced at foal stuff. I was just afraid and didn’t know how to reconcile. I don’t want to hate myself I guess. I appreciate it, I really had nobody to talk to about this.

Comcast’s 1.2 TB Internet Data Caps may suck (especially during the worst pandemic since the Spanish Flu), but at least they offer an Unlimited Data Plan for an additional $30. I just got a raise at work, so, fuck it, I just ordered Unlimited Data.

Yo my power went out for like 4 hours because some lightning struck the power grid.
 
Also the skies at 12 noon became like almost night. The shape of the thunderstorm was epic and it looked something like this:
 

Forgot to mention the underside of the storm wasn’t pitch black but turquoise green.
 
Nature’s fucking metal.
 

@Count Adramélekh Sear  
Nature has had enough of our shit and is slowly increasing the difficulty of the game.

@tehwatever  
As much as I love the rain, I hate it when lightning follows afterwards because when it hits electricity, we won’t have power till the next 4-6 hours and I can’t deal with being unable to use internet and air conditioner particularly when the sun shines down again.

Ugh.
 
For some reason, the Google Chrome account/extension/whatever that I use for my ask blog decided to break all the images on the browser, thus causing several web layouts to become fucked up!
 
Does anyone know how to fix this? And don’t reply with “Just use a different browser.“
 
EDIT: Fixed it. Apparently AdBlock decided that web images count as ads…for some reason.

@tehwatever  
How?
 
It started with permadeath on.

At work yesterday, there was an old man that couldn’t make it to the bathroom and he soiled himself in the stall. Seeing as how he walked around in a prosthetic leg and moved around in one of the electric motor carts, I felt bad for the guy and it looked like he needed help but he was all alone.

@ЅℰℒᎯℙℋℐℰℒ  
From the way I see it, the average person isn’t going to resort to drastic measures or voice extreme dissenting opinions if it puts their lives or families in danger. Keep in mind that most Asian countries don’t have the same rights as you have, such as free speech. You have to look at some of their country’s history to know why most of them don’t challenge the status quo. I’m not saying that’s a good thing, but no one wants a Tiananmen Square Massacre in their own country.