Grind on the bottom. Avoid fights. Get fucked up on the cheapest alcohol known to man.
Once your life is so shit it can’t get worst, get a nice rain coat for when you’re homeless.
Once you die that’s pretty much irreversible from what I figure. Their might be another life or level of consciousness, but mostly people just make stuff up to satiate their fear of the unknown.
me included, I tell myself bs just to trick my brain into shutting off.