Vent thread

Speaking of coffee, I don’t mind it as long as milk’s added.

So far, Neil Peart and Kobe Bryant are the biggest names reaped by fate for this month, year, and decade.

I wrote a little song in honor of Kobe Bryant in the style of American Pie. I would like to share it with you all. I hope you enjoy it.
 
I remember where I was that day
 
You were on a helicopter far away
 
I was sitting, resting in my bed
 
When I found out that you were dead
 
And I remember watching you play
 
As I grow up, not led astray
 
Trying to emulate you, like you, man
 
Shooting three pointers in a trash can
 
And though I won’t be what you were
 
I can rest easy, knowing for sure
 
That my love for you remains inside
 
The day the NBA died

@Anonycat  
bruv I do go to gym regularly–what, do you think I just sit on my fatass? I’m on my feet 12 14 hours a day at work, not counting morning routine.  
what I can’t do, is workout. They expect me to come into work LITERALLY EVERYDAY I’m not joking I have no day off. One time I got a bad case of a sore leg after leg workout and ho boy the next day you see me almost wobble carrying trays of drinks and it wasn’t funny.
 
look man it don’t matter if I’m 18% bodyfat. Nobody literally ever called me anything else but nice, and that to me is like the default “I want to say something positive about you but I don’t know what I can say”. My coworkers, girls, are regularly being complimented for their looks on top of their great service but me? eh.
 
my boss also has two default mode when dealing with me: either I’m useless when I make a mistake, or it’s what I’m supposed to do anyway, when I do em right or better.
 
Reason why I put up is coz currently I got no other option considering my legal status as an immigrant depends on having a job and this asshole is the only one willing to write me up a contract with the minimum wage necessary to apply for legal status.
 
Other ppl don’t even want to write me up a contract until after I work for them (illegally) for god knows how long.

Nice, that panic attack I had last night cut my sleeping time by two hours. And it’s exam day too.
 
Neeeeaat…

Our 2020 so far.
 

@Count Adramélekh Sear  
And it’s still only January.

I shared my condolences to the Bryant family with my colored lightbulbs.
 

nothin

@Count Adramélekh Sear  
lemme add this to our January 2020 collection.
 

Leg hairs, flung body wash.  
Right in my eyes!
 
@Count Adramélekh Sear  
I was down the street from his house one night, I thought pops was bullshitting.

The honors classes have given a negative effect on my health and now I’m forgetting things because of it.

I suffer for everyone else to make others happy and vice versa.

I almost tried to attempt suicide. I had a knife and everything.

@Badheart  
That’s bad luck.

@Scrabbleman  
Please have a long talk with your loved ones and seek help.

@CaptainXtra  
I can’t. I can’t put this pressure on them. And they won’t understand. They never will.
 
I’m going to the hospital.

I hate it that when it looks like the weather is gonna be nice, boom I get blasted with cold air from out of nowhere. Wind chill index can bite me, seriously.
 
@Scrabbleman  
Please do

Computers are still down at work. Got swamped with busywork.

If my cough won’t be cured for the next two weeks, I will leave the internet and won’t come back for awhile. I will be in the hospital once again.

@Count Adramélekh Sear  
Be safe.

Everytime someone’s relatives dies, I seem to be the only one who doesn’t give out their condolences. I just don’t have the experience with dealing death on someone I’ve never met.

@JasonRatana  
It’s usually quite token.
 
I can’t claim to know that experience or anyone here that personally.

I can’t see shit with the Wu Flu portraits on Kiwi Farms.

@JasonRatana  
It’s just a matter of whether you feel any sympathy for others, even if it’s towards random strangers far away from you.