@Rainboom Dash
Depends on what it is that happens.
Myself, I believe you’ll continue to exist in a state not too dissimilar from this one, but that mortality offers unique experiences that you will never have again in eternity, and that the Catholic belief that suicide sends people to hell is
somewhat correct - not because God is cruel to the poor souls in pain and in need of love and comfort, but because they burn with regret that they missed opportunities they will never have again for eternity.
Life is a once in eternity chance to shine. Your time to define who you are in something like war stories that you’ll take with you for eternity. Don’t cut yourself out of the glory you have the opportunity to attain. You’ll have these stories to tell for eternity.
You don’t need to be rich or famous to tell amazing stories. You just need to stand against great trials and push on with valiance, or even just push on at all. Simply surviving when you don’t want to can be enough to make a hero. You’ll look back on this life for eternity. Do something you can look back on well. “I did well, given my circumstances and mental issues”, at least be able to say.
I believe that’s how it’ll be pretty strongly. I could go on for paragraphs about either the existential philosophies that support it, or my personal reasons for believing as I do, but they’d do little to really change or mean anything.
Even in a strictly physical way, though, life is your time to shine, and to the nihilist or materialist, though I disagree with them, even they would say it’s your one shot at existing. Make it good. Even if that good is just relaxing and not even accomplishing anything huge.