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General Discussion » [Dark] Depression/Suicides within the fandom (The revival) » Post 434

General Discussion » [Dark] Depression/Suicides within the fandom (The revival) » Post 433

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Bizarre Song
Elements of Harmony - Had an OC in the 2022 Community Collab
Non-Fungible Trixie -
My Little Pony - 1992 Edition
Friendship, Art, and Magic (2020) - Took part in the 2020 Community Collab
Wallet After Summer Sale -
Friendship, Art, and Magic (2019) - Celebrated Derpibooru's seventh year anniversary with friends
Friendship, Art, and Magic (2018) - Celebrated Derpibooru's six year anniversary with friends.

Parry this
As a final statement,I’m gonna write this fucking encyclopedy.
 
Let’s name it:David,the history no one wanted to know.
 
2 and a half years ago,me and him meet in a group chat,in that time,he was in a relationship with another guy,and I just talked to him regularly and RP with him sometimes.
 
Time passed by and they broke up,he was depressed,sad and wanted to pill himself to death,so I tried to cheer him up,I started to know him better,spend more time with him and found out he was a very kind person on the inside,but cold outside.
 
3 months since I started to know him better,I started to feel something special for him,I was so confused,I never felt somethin similar to that,because at that point,I was straight and never felt what real love for someone was.
 
I decided to tell him the truth,that I liked him,and he told me he felt the same.
 
I felt so good,so full on the inside,every day I spent talking with him made me more and more happy.
 
But things changed,suddenly,he wasn’t as cheerfull as he used to be,he seemed angry most of the time,and started to ignore me,insult me and even block me for days,I was very sensitive back then,and these kinda things made me cry or even harm myself because I felt he was like that because I was being mean to him,but no,it was because his classmates picked on him,I understood his mood,and told him if he could change it a litte for me,but didnt work out.We were like this,like,half a year.
 
His mood got better,but mine got worse,because I got redpilled as fuck about life,got depressed and became a more serious person.
 
Then,I started…how to say it,to get very lucky at my unboxes at TF2 (Let’s explain this in a simple way,you know those knifes of CS:GO that cost 600 $ irl? Yeah? Well,TF2 is similar,but with hats.)  
I started to unbox unusuals,and got pretty rich at the video game scheme.  
This,made him kinda jealous and angry,because he couldn’t get a job to open crates like me,or wasn’t never lucky.
 
To compensate this I bought him some games so he wasn’t that mad,he thanked me and chilled a bit for some weeks.
 
But,he started to want more and more games,I had plenty of money back then because I had an estable job,so I bought everything to him,I loved him and I wanted to share my luck with him.
 
But when I couldn’t get him a game or something,he got mad,and started to swear at me,this is where things started to get rotten,because that seemed kinda like explotation for me.
 
More time happened,it was my birthdat and he bought me arround 100 $ of things,I was really cheerful and thanked him alot.
 
Arround 2 months passed and he started to regret the choice of giving me all that stuff.Because he got on problems with his parents or couldn’t buy some things for himself
 
Then he became less cold with me,but he keeped on requesting games and stuff wich I couldn’t get,because my job season ended and he got mad and treated me like shit for some months.
 
It was his birthday and I decided to give him back the same cuantity of money he gave me on my bd.I afforded all that i could and gave it all to him.
 
After this,he started to constantly call me retard,as a “joke” wich I didn’t like.
 
Discussions here and there for thypical relationship things,wich sometimes ended up with him trying to break up with me,I didn’t want to loose him so I tried my best to do my best with him.
 
More and more discussions,and I got to a point where I decided “Enough,he is exploting me” and told him I wanted to break up,he said “okay”,but an hour later talked me back and said he was sorry,that he regret everything he did and called me and wanted to try again.I said yes,but at that moment,I had changed and seem the things the way he used to.  
Everything was bullshit,only discussions and swears time to time,we discussed for everything,he was mad because i was excluding him from my arts and other thigs,so I got him a few arts but he didnt seem to aprecciate ‘em at all.
 
I know I was being rude at that point,but didn’t stop,I got worse and more mean.At this day I don’t know why.
 
Months happened and we are here right now,at what seems to be my last discussion with him.
 
I’m sorry about everything.  
I know I was bad  
I know I got out of my nerves  
I know I didn’t do the right things  
I know I said I’ll sunk him and similar shit.
 
But in the end,I’m sorry,it is my fault that this relationship didnt work eventho he tried to do so.
 
I’m not a bad person,I care about my friends and everyone that surrounds me.I just got upset really easily and said things I didn’t want to.
 
If you readed all of this and continue to think that I don’t deserve another chance,you’re on your right.
 
I’m sure I forgot a lot of stuff in this history,but this is the most important.
 
I hope you all understand and spare me.
 
Thanks for reading,David out.

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Cirrus Light
Economist -
Condensed Milk - State-Approved Compensation
Friendship, Art, and Magic (2018) - Celebrated Derpibooru's six year anniversary with friends.
Helpful Owl - Drew someone's OC for the 2018 Community Collab
Birthday Cake - Celebrated MLP's 7th birthday
Best Artist - Providing quality, Derpibooru-exclusive artwork
Magical Inkwell - Wrote MLP fanfiction consisting of at least around 1.5k words, and has a verified link to the platform of their choice
Not a Llama - Happy April Fools Day!
Friendship, Art, and Magic (2017) - Celebrated Derpibooru's five year anniversary with friends.
An Artist Who Rocks - 100+ images under his artist tag

Sciencepone of Science!
@team blueplant  
He has as much right to defend himself as you do to make accusations.
 
Bear in mind that we are not in your mind nor his - we cannot read minds and discern who is telling the truth or not. It would be unfair for anyone to jump to conclusions on your side or his without some solid evidence, and as long as two people disagree, we can’t jump to the side of one or the other just because one tells a more emotional story. I’m a strong believer in logic and objectivity.
 
Alas, though, I am not the judge, but I hope my reasoning will ring in peoples’ ears.
 
@team blueplant
 
Thanks!
 
You know, more and more I’ve been contemplating becoming a professional author…

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Cirrus Light
Economist -
Condensed Milk - State-Approved Compensation
Friendship, Art, and Magic (2018) - Celebrated Derpibooru's six year anniversary with friends.
Helpful Owl - Drew someone's OC for the 2018 Community Collab
Birthday Cake - Celebrated MLP's 7th birthday
Best Artist - Providing quality, Derpibooru-exclusive artwork
Magical Inkwell - Wrote MLP fanfiction consisting of at least around 1.5k words, and has a verified link to the platform of their choice
Not a Llama - Happy April Fools Day!
Friendship, Art, and Magic (2017) - Celebrated Derpibooru's five year anniversary with friends.
An Artist Who Rocks - 100+ images under his artist tag

Sciencepone of Science!
@warc9  
Innocent until proven guilty. Can’t mods access PM chat logs? But it’s interesting he never denied using that wording you mentioned earlier.
 
 
@Tranquil Night  
Thanks for sharing something so personal. Quite a powerful experience.
 
 
Personally, I’ve come to think of life as something of a war story. I mean, I believe in an afterlife, so to me, it’s that throughout eternity we’ll get relative peace and tranquility, so that’s not what life is for. Life is for the hard things that make it worthwhile. A hero’s war story isn’t amazing because it was easy, it’s an amazing story because it was hard.
 
You may lose everything you have, you may lose money, loved ones, possessions, memories, but one thing that nothing can ever take from you is who you are. If you do something hard, if you even just do something simple and good, then nothing, ever, can take that from you - even if others don’t know it happened or don’t believe it, that doesn’t change the fact that you still are the person who did those things.
 
So, in an eternity without struggle, this is our one opportunity to do something amazing. It’s our one opportunity to get up on the stage and perform. We’ll have eternity to regret stupid things we do on stage, but we only have these few short hours to do something amazing, and to define ourselves.
 
And there are redemptive characters, too. Those are often the best.
 
The world is your sandbox, your playground. Go make an amazing story, one where you control every move the protagonist makes to make it a tragedy or an epic tale.

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Starry Mind
My Little Pony - 1992 Edition
Friendship, Art, and Magic (2020) - Took part in the 2020 Community Collab
Wallet After Summer Sale -
Artist -
Not a Llama - Happy April Fools Day!

Take pride. 🌈
It will be embarrasing if it gets to your parents; that is not arguable. However, this situation will eventually pass. Your parents will eventually forgive you. You will eventually begin to feel better about yourself.
 
Hell, that guy may even go to prison for doing something stupid.
 
Please do not kill yourself. Suicide is permanent. Do you want to at least give yourself a chance for things to get better?

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Starry Mind
My Little Pony - 1992 Edition
Friendship, Art, and Magic (2020) - Took part in the 2020 Community Collab
Wallet After Summer Sale -
Artist -
Not a Llama - Happy April Fools Day!

Take pride. 🌈
@team blueplant  
Anyways: I have been depressed for two-and-a-half years and I have been having suicidal thoughts for about a year now. Six months ago, I decided to tell my school counselor about them. My school counselor called my mother, and she told my father, and they came to school to get me. It was a Friday, and I was going to go home for the weekend anyways. I simultaneously wanted to die and to live. I told my parents to hide every knife and gun in the house, and they locked them inside a safe to protect me. They also locked away every pill that we had. I did not tell them that I was contemplating using a belt as a gallow though. I wrapped it around my neck and thought “should I hang myself?”. I realized that it was not worth it, and I told my mother that I needed to go to a hospital. Right then. My parents drove me to a good hospital, and I refused to sit in the front of the car because the temptation to swerve the car was too great. I sat in the back of the car and made sure that the door was locked and that my seatbelt was in multiple times. I wanted to jump out of the car, but I fought myself. My mother explained my situation to my older brother, who has a doctoral degree in nursing. My brother sat with me when we arrived at the hospital in the transfer room. He stayed awake the whole night, while I slept. When I was actually transferred to the mental hospital, I remember sitting in a room with two cameras in the room watching me from both corners. I felt like a failiure and cried more than I have ever cried in my life. I was given ovular ham sandwiches with mayonaise and mustard as a meal three times in a row, and I still feel uncomfortable to this day when I see those condiments together because it reminds me of that day. I spent five more days in that place.
 
When I came out of that facility, I felt empty and lost. I had no idea what to do with myself. I still have some suicidal thoughts and urges today, but I do not want to act on them.
 
Ask yourself: “I may not want to live through this, but am I really willing to die in it?”

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Starry Mind
My Little Pony - 1992 Edition
Friendship, Art, and Magic (2020) - Took part in the 2020 Community Collab
Wallet After Summer Sale -
Artist -
Not a Llama - Happy April Fools Day!

Take pride. 🌈
I have considered suicide once too, and I can say that when most of the desires pass, you will realize that you did not actually want to die, but you wanted to not have to deal with a situation. Please listen to the story that I am about to type.

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Starry Mind
My Little Pony - 1992 Edition
Friendship, Art, and Magic (2020) - Took part in the 2020 Community Collab
Wallet After Summer Sale -
Artist -
Not a Llama - Happy April Fools Day!

Take pride. 🌈
@team blueplant  
Please report him to a mod. What is he going to do about it anyways? He is powerless; this is only an image-sharing and forums website. Send the mods the message that proves that he is angry to make sure to get him perma-banned.

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@team blueplant  
I’ve been though some break ups before. It hurt a whole lot, but it gets better. You just need to continue being your wonderful self, talk to your friends every day/ever other day, and try to do something positive for yourself everyday.

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warc9
Lunar Supporter - Helped forge New Lunar Republic's freedom in the face of the Solar Empire's oppressive tyrannical regime (April Fools 2023).
Roseluck - Had their OC in the 2023 Derpibooru Collab.
Cool Crow - "Caw!" An awesome tagger
Elements of Harmony - Had an OC in the 2022 Community Collab
Non-Fungible Trixie -
Magnificent Metadata Maniac - #1 Assistant
Twinkling Balloon - Took part in the 2021 community collab.
My Little Pony - 1992 Edition
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Wallet After Summer Sale -

Ultimate Fan of Scoots
@Minidavi8  
Yeah no. Saying “I WILL FUCKING SUNK YOU” is a really fucking stupid thing to say.
 
Nothing you can say can excuse using that.

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