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Some people became stronger through isolation, although this reality pretty much zigzags, we need to be alone interchange with being wiht people time to time, any imbalance may cause mental havoc.
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would getting my life on track even be worth it. i'll still be unhappy with it. all the people i wanted to be apart of my life wants nothing to do with me. abandoned me and got there lives together without me.
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Zincy
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Part-time Pizza Cat
There's a YouTube channel that helps me a lot when I get depressed.


It's not a self help channel, or a psychological channel. It's a channel of a kindly old British man showing off his toy collection.

Grand Illusions is the name, and the old mans name is Tim. It is the most wholesome, inspiring, and down right uplifting thing on the whole site.

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Manerg

@RainbowŠpekGS
This is pretty much how I feel, except it's fallen apart for a while now. I've wasted so many opportunities and ruined so many relationships, friendships to the point to where I just want to give up on life, or actually, I've already given up. I don't even try anymore. I am probably the worst person that I know.

For anyone reading this, go ahead and shit on me, just like last time. I am ready for whatever insults you have.

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RainbowŠpekGS
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I feel like my entire life is starting to fall apart, my family, just everything. And things are still only getting worse. My mental health has been deteriorating rapidly. I try to think about other things, but it's impossible. I just hate life.

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Gentlecolt
My Little Pony - 1992 Edition
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The End wasn't The End - Found a new home after the great exodus of 2012

I've found the saying "The grass is always greener on the other side of the fence" to be rather helpful when mental anguish starts building up.
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Background Pony #F5B2
i need to just go see a psychiatrist or something and just get it over with. but i let anxiety keep me from even bothering.
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Manerg

@Beth
I don't believe there is any way out of this, no grand escape. The only solution is to just accept that life is shit and it's only going to get worse. I don't think anyone deserves attention, help, or love. I know I don't. The world is a horrible place. It always has been. It's almost impossible to tell whether someone on this forum is lying or not, so it's best we either don't take anything on this forum seriously, or take everything seriously.

The art I draw of my OC and Coloratura (and before that, Octavia) is just a distraction from the fact that in real life, I will forever be alone (which I don't really care about anymore, and I'm probably better off that way). Love is harmful and I shouldn't be given it (nobody should).
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Beth
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There are a lot of important reasons why it's hard to give attention to people, very little of it is because spend their capacity for empathy on 'liars'.

-Any attention can have negative consequences, and set someone down a dark(er) path.

-Any sudden cessation of attention can do the same.

-Lost individuals can become emotionally dependent on the person trying to help, demanding more and more of their time. Then like a ticking timebomb, any time the helped fails the lost individual, the lost can be thrown into dangerous turmoil.

-If the helping individual chooses to help many, the value of their words can be cheapened to the point that they disappoint many people. All while navigating the landmind of the first three points.

-If the helper is sick, they might not be saying the right things, their coping mechanisms might be toxic. They might end up discussing calibers of gun cartridges while forgetting to tell you not to shoot yourself.

Helping people is dangerous, normal healthy people are scared, it's not because they don't have time. 90% of the time I read this thread to lament and to remember, I read because maybe I can help someone some day, but most of the time when I put any text into the box, it gets hard backspaced, because I know the danger.

If you're talking to someone who doesn't have very many answers themselves, talk about the little things that make life easier. Don't believe they have a grand escape when they're still stuck in the same boat you are.
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