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Would this be the last submission of this event? who know?

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The other’s oc that I draw

Finally, I can become richer than Jeff Bezos, John D. Rockefeller, and Mansa Musa combined

Just finished my dental appointment, while it’s understandable that I HATE EVERY SECONDS OF IT! But it’s very important for my dental health.

@TheSultanAkbar
I mean, if you are bad at driving a car you are endangering other people around while driving. While possessing an body armor is just another clothes, sure expensive, heavy and cumbersome one but it’s a clothes, it’s just silly to require a permit. Which why only three countries requires you a permit to have body armor. Australia, Argentina and Thailand.

@TheSultanAkbar
I get that most of people don’t need body armor. But My concern isn’t really people wanting to get body armor, but the Australian Government’s priorities itself. Why bother making this a law? That’s just odd.

@Dex Stewart
Good thing I don’t live in Australia. Even UK with Its notorious strict gun control doesn’t considering body armor as “firearms”.

Today, I learned that body armor is considered “firearms” in Australia therefore require a license to possessed it. Now if you guys excuse me I am going to smash my head against the door.

@Badheart
Ehhhh? What? I meant in social situations. You took that out of context.

A little bit of story here. Last year I stayed at my aunt house for a month hoping. Oh boy it was intense, even in the first week. I felt odd, almost immediately I felt a bit of hostility and distrust of family. The smile and good vibe that I felt when they visited my home vanished. Like someone just took their mask off. As the days pass by, while for most of the day, felt normal, no shouting. But sometimes. I can heard that my aunt and my cousins shouting for like a collage stuff that the oldest sibling do. It’s really unease to hear. It’s like the mother and daughter shouting like two preteen arguing.

And one day. The second oldest sibling either late waking up or just a bit of lazy. The mother got angry due to his behaviors, she threw tantrum while washing a clothes. Then threatening to throw her son’s phone. While all of this happened I tried to calm him a bit, sure it was bandage on injury that requires a surgery. But if I gonna be honest, I can’t do much really. I was there to look for a job on my uncle’s company. But at the same time. I never heard of anything in return. Just waiting spend my day playing gaming.

About a month past, well I finally got my share of yelling too. I admitted made a bit of mess in the kitchen specifically the fridge. I stored one of my food that I bought. Due to how much overwhelmed it filled with food. I made a mess, and yeh got yell by my uncle and a talk with my aunt. And honestly the talk just make feel disgusted and sad. I disgusted how it went all of it did is trying to make me feel bad and “grow up”, though the definition of grow up by aunt is “we’re happy family from outside, not inside”. And yeah it was rich talking about growing up with a woman that throw tantrum and threatening to throw her son’s phone.

And then something funny looking at the hindsight. We also talked about how I don’t love my parents due to how much immature and selfish they’re, and she said that I cannot do that and I should appreciated my parents. While former I still don’t love my parents aside from a bare minimum love for humanity. But the latter. Yeah I appreciated my parents because they’re not as bad my aunt and uncle are. It’s quite odd feeling seeing how broken my aunt family that dealing with my own parents is much better. My parents while immature and can only raised a a toddler into a pre school. Which why my teenage year full of shit since I have to learn everything, common sense, social life and other life lessons by myself, there was certain yelling . It was nowhere as much as this level between my aunt, uncle and their children.

And then one that made sad. I mentioned that in the talk, a child aren’t mature enough to handle to have a deal with complex social life like adults does. They simply don’t have fully functional brain, child just do think without thinking the consequences of their action. This is just to point out of how my teenage year was hard and got bully and stuff. Which she called her youngest child into conversation. The talk by a her daughter, still make me unsettling even to this day. She basically saying stuff like she’s being hold hostage. She mention if the mother got angry the child should think it as “maybe she have a bad day”. I pointing out in conversation how hypocrite it is that the mother when she have “bad day” the child should thinking it as it is. While if the child have to act certain way no matter what.

The next day I decided to left their house and return to my family. This is heartbreaking to me. I remember when I had fun with my cousins. They’re so much innocent full of smile. Now they just become bitter, they basically starting to inherited their parents attitude. While it hard to explain but they basically not so fun to hang around with. I can sense they want to tell and exhausted at same time. And the thing that make me sad the most is that. I’ll never want to visit them anymore. After witnessing a month in their broken family. It’s enough for me. But I guess that’s how it goes. Unless if they somewhat found away to reflection themselves and see how a mess it is.

Looking at this make me think to myself. Damn, it must hard hard life like that. I struggled to grow up, have to learn basically everything on my own and I still see that I need a lot of improvement. Damn it would much harder for me to be if my parents were the same as my uncle and aunt. While not much of appreciation. But I suppose I am glad that my parents aren’t as bad as my aunt and uncle.

@☬ lincolnbrewsterfan ☬
Yay glad to hear that

All of the submission that I drew for 2022 collab

@Slingring
Please don’t turn this into a rant about morality of rich people or whatever. I already have enough of those nonsense from my parents and there a time I just feel like I want to blow out my head with a shotgun if I can get one.

@Myoozik
Thanks for the reply ^^

Something that bother me about my father is that how he romanticize of being poor and thinking being rich will make him unhappy. In his mind being poor mean you have no responsibilities, don’t have to worry this or that or whatever. While rich people always worry about money, travel here and there. What’s really great about being poor anyway? While yeah I guess you don’t have to worry about money since you don’t have any, but how do you I don’t pay for food? Maybe place to live or if you have is it adequate? like can a wind blow it out easily? How about I don’t know since we don’t have free healthcare here pay for hospital.

Sigh, while it bother me. But nowadays I realized that everytime I talk with my parents. I noticed a lot of self-projection, they hate how thing they end up and instead of admitting it they project their own shortcoming outward. Gonna be honest here, self reflection is very frightening and hard to do. Thinking that “Am I wrong?” can crush one’s own ego due how much we spent energy one something and thinking what we’re doing is just wrong. It’s crushing.

In the past, I always thought the reason why I want to leave my parents is because how abusive they’re. While they can definitely got abusive, verbally sometimes physical. Looking back I never think why they’re abusive in the first place. Now, the reason why they do is the exact reason why I am still staying here. We’re a childish brats that addicted to drama, love to think how great we’re not realizing the inflated ego already reach the moon. And we arguing for every little thing because “I’ll show this bastard that I am right”. It’s like we live in crappy soup opera movie which we’re the main character while other people are background characters.

As much as I don’t like 2020, and yes it was the worst year of my life. But it open up my eyes to a lot of my own shortcoming and how faulty I see the world. I mean how could I be a mature human being if my own parents can only teach toddler into a pre-school, everything else social norm, common sense, morality and other I have to learn it to my own. My parents never provide me how to be an adult, because they themselves are not an adult aside from age. Sigh, I have doing a lot of self reflection since 2020. I saw that I still need a lot of improvement on myself. And you know what? I am actually excited, I never been so much excitement like this since I was a child see everything as new. There’s a lot of room for improvement and better of myself.

My contribution,

also I was a bit of derped and upload the lower resolution instead. I’ll update it later

@Cosmas-the-Explorer
Honestly if you asked me the best way to appreciate art is well to learn to do art themselves. While this can be quite a challenge. But that’s the point, you will understand how amazing the arts are, because they’re not easy to make and required countless times of training

@Background Pony #7424  
Within a few hours after Netflix or other streaming service release, though if you don’t mind the same quality like early Spongebob meme video on YouTube (A.K.A recorded on phone to a screen) then you get it pretty much a day after.

@Beth  
Do as you wished? but if so, you have to be be careful of who you followed. And use the “not interested with this tweet” function when you see something that you don’t like.

@Background Pony #E12A  
You do know that sexual orientation isn’t a choice, right? Someone couldn’t just be gay or lesbian at anytime they want, maybe in the future when we have a technology to rewrite someone’s brain, until then. No
 
@Background Pony #E12A
 
@Background Pony #E12A
 
Dude, what is your problem? Just because someone suggesting homosexual couple violence could be higher than straight one doesn’t make them “homophobic”. Not all country is the same, mine for example is the opposite than yours due to social stigma and other bullshit. Honestly I don’t care what people do on the bed as long as it consensual.

@Background Pony #77B1  
I don’t bother with them, those people are insecure and have nothing better to do with they life, and they’re the minority anyway, while sure they can get into your nerves, but eventually you have realized how much time you wasted on that you can spend on something that you like.
 
 
@Background Pony #7658
 
@Backgroundpony  
Yeah, as much as I hate our outdated tribalism instinct, we have to keep in mind 95% of modern human existence is hunter and gatherer which tribalism help our ancestor to survive, I mean they didn’t know if this thing like tiger, lion, other tribal of human is a danger to them, so they better keep them with caution. For me the best way to deal with our tribalism instinct is just acknowledge them, they’re exist for a reason, and it’s okay to feel this way, just don’t let yourself do stupid thing just because you feel like they’re a danger to you.

@Zincy  
Those kinds of people are the worst to be ever met, I mean do they really think doing this will change other mind? No, it only signal to other how insecure they’re. Another kind of protesters I don’t like and hope to never have to dealt with is roadblockers, I mean did their parents ever to teach them that broad isn’t for this kind of shit? Like oh I don’t know you get ran over by a truck which happened to Regan Russell, She was a vegan roadblocking protester and love to doing roadblocking protest with her peers, she got ran over by a truck last year.

@DragonBoi471  

 
Lol dude, the hell? nobody suggesting that. As for me, I am not really a fan of raging review, but surprise surprise, I also not a fan of sunshine and rainbow review. Because, all of them are pretty much said the same thing over and over again, which bored me. I like more balance approach and explaining the strength and weakness of particular game and if the reviewer have an experience with game development which a rarity, it’s even better because he or she can give a constructive criticism that a lot of game developer need especially the indie developer.

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