Journal's of War (NSFW ANTHRO)

@Dono & M.Storm  
I am making a post right now but whatever

Date: November 26th 2017. Its a Sunday  
location: Some bloody forest in the middle of nowhere but…we can see the lab  
Whiskey here, its been a little while since i have worte in this journal… OH I GOT TO RIDE ON AND IN A TANK….oh it was so cool. it was a Panther tank, so awesome.
 
Besides that, the Queens Rifleman have been tasked with scouting out the defensive wall around the lab, and I must say, for ponies they have been able to defend it quite well.
 
About 20 MG nest just going up the hill…..heck. THe wall has MGS in it….IN IT. AND ON OP SINPERS. this is going to be a busy day and attack. The other walls are equally the same, but without mgs on the hill…for i mean the hill is way to steep for any defense or offense. so i mean we charge it.
 
Thank god we have the Bad Land Boys with us, they have about 100 tanks for this assult, 50 panthers and 50 stuggs….an old tank that is a tank destroyer, perfect for taking out those mg nest.
 
We hear the fighting of our boys trapped in there, it must be hell, sadly every once and a while i see Bug Spray bombs explode in the court yard……poor souls. God ever inch of my body wants to go help them but i cant.
 
I would like to say, that even though the face of death, I am excited, i want to get back in the fight, i want to hear the sound of guns and tank shells flying, of the explosions, however i never want to hear the yells of death and plea. I love being in the fight, until it stops, then the reality sets in that people have died, then its on over time for me, helping those to freedom and medical help. I like my job, but hate it.
 
I have also found a journal from a pony i believe…….Basterds name is Star Shot, soooo my next entry might be a page from him. He has some good stuff in here, besides his stories about their plans and when their moving….and him killing changlings….he speaks some good things.
 
Well we have been giving the order to fall back, we will attack tommorow at some time, most likely at night to try and help with stealth. Wish us luck.
 
Whiskey out

I need a character sheet or something?

@T  
ooc yes and also you would have to pick a side

@MLPPrinceEclipse
 
race: Earth  
name: Domino  
height: 5”11  
Weapons: Assault rifle  
Class: Soldier  
Side: Pony

@T  
welcome, well if you want to make a journal post about your veiw on the war, go ahead. of course remmeber that ponies generally hate changlings and most of them love this war, but of course the reason why you are fighting is still up to you

@MLPPrinceEclipse  
-Journal Entry #…  
This is what I get for thinking the guard was an actual safe career to have. Of course war only breaks out when I’m in the army. I can’t wait for this all to be over.

@T  
ooc heh thank you, but of course as of now little can happen with only technically 2 people,

@MLPPrinceEclipse  
(Oh, okay. Would you play an RP thread based off the Dragon Age games?)

@T  
ooc yes. but not now

@MLPPrinceEclipse  
(Okay, tomorrow then?)

@T  
it depends on school

@MLPPrinceEclipse  
(Okay.)

Date….Christmas  
Atticus blaze…..
 
………I had to kill a fsther today……i found a picture of his family….he had a child……..a young colt…..barely over the age of 1……thst child has no father now…..n….no dad to grow up to….to hug….  
That family looked happy in that picture….it was dated three days ago saying .erry christmas……its fucking christmas and we are still fighting….i killed a father….how many sons and daughters have i left fatherless……why am i alive….no one cares fkr me…..no one loves me…..Why couldnt i die and this pony go home to his family……. Maybe i should end it…..no one would miss me….  
…..M….  
Merry christmas….the page is wet in certin spots tear drops and blood stains.  
Atticus blaze….signing off…..

@MLPPrinceEclipse  
(Hey, I’m still up for this if you want?)

@T  
Thanks t….but i dont know

@MLPPrinceEclipse  
(I’m here if you want to though.)

@T  
Thanks nbut i must sleep

Date: March 10th 2018.  
Location HQ in blackclines cover this  
Alright so its been a long time sincr i last wrote in here.  
They offered me 3 weeks off from active duty…i declined….I have found that medicine is best used on the feild….not in some room….I cant leave my men
 
In other news i am up for a promotion! I could be a sergeant now…Srgt Atticus……huh kinda cool. I hope Mom would be proud of me. And dad….i havnt seen them in a long time.
 
Soeaking of i guess i should tell you about my family…well to start i have a mom and a dad, Momma is a Changling and dad is….an alien i guess. I have a twin brother and two sisters…..i am the youngest.
 
Its been a long time i think my sister Angel went off to med school or something like that. Its been years. She was always so funnyto watch her and ger pet wolf….wolfy….ehat a fucking name. Those two never were apart, always hunting and play fighting.
 
Then…..there is Zelda….she is quite…..mute like really but oh my god…..she is powerful as fuck….in a fight she mastered any weapon…but she preferred to use magic and other powers to fight. I am not to syre where she is she was home when i left for the aemy but she hasnt returned any of my letters….i pray she is safe…..
 
Then my twin bugger is older than me by a minute and he will never ever let that go. I like him. He is smart as hell. And good at strategy, he was always reading ir playing smart games. If i remember correctly he passed almost all of school with perfect marks. He…never let me forget that either.
 
Then there is mom…Queen Malic Straton. She was beautiful smart, kind and quick thinking….She always took time to play with us and make sure we were well taken care of. I always knew her as my mother…not as my queen. She was fantastic in a fight and i think its were angel gets her swordsmanship from. Mom was also one hell of a cook.
 
Then dad….Dono Aka Dano Straton. He was a very interesting person. Calm collect but also could have anger. I loved him though. We all have faults. I believe his powers, as well as moms, are how zelda became so good at magic. And also how my brother is so smart. I have never actually seen my dad fight…he only trained me and my siblings to protect ourselves and i think he and mom worked with Zelda with her magic but i havnt seen dad fight. He and Eclipse would hang out alot. Good buddies.
 
Well i guess that leaves me. What special talent did i get. I dont think i got one. Angel is great at medcine, Zelda is a wonderful caster and fighter and My brother id smart as fuck where does that leave me. I dont really know. You may ask but your a medic arnt you good at medcine. Well yes and know the medics course is basically being a doctor for dummies….as we do t really aave people as we help their passing or pain. Yea well honestly i aint that special. All i am is a hybrid that has been trained to shoot and kill…i just hopd i make my parents proud.
 
Actually where does that leave me. Hm. I guess my claim to fame is that I will be leading a squad soon.
 
Well i have to go
 
Whiskey out

Informal entry number 1.  
Atticus Straton.  
March 14th.
 
Feels good….i got a promotion to srgt…. Im happy. First medic of my class to reach this rank. However in other news they kinda forced me to take that vacation thingy so i am heading home…..where….ever that is……what if my parents arnt home.
 
I cant really say much but when we go off duty we arnt allowed to go to the hive those arnt safe. But my home is in the middle of no where.
 
What if its not standing…..What if they turn me away.
 
I want to see my sisters and brither again.
 
I want to be a kid again
 
I want people to love changlings…..but no one does
 
“Bug spray”…..why…. Why are we bugs…..tears hit the page
 
Why does no one like us. We just want to be loved.
 

 
Well no matter…they have unleashed a beast of hell….we will never stop fighting i will never stop fighting… IWILL KILL THEM ALL….. For all of my friends who are dead!
 
Well looks like i am shifting forms i hope mom and dad are home….i hope
 

 
_{ialso hope….someone reads these…..i hope someone responds…..but hope can be lost easily….I am losing hope}

(I don’t check up on this place much any more…but I might pop in tomorrow)

@Prince Artemis  
(thank…)

@MLPPrinceEclipse  
(Or whenever I can think of some way to bring myself in.)

@Prince Artemis  
(you just write a journal post….since its literally just me its all i can do)

he breaths out and stands in the forest edge…staring at a house a house he hasnt seen in a long time. A house that brings back good and bad memories, of friends family. Of life. He smiles and stares. He was home. He was home. He was almost there. All he had to do was walk up and knock on the door. But he couldnt. He couldnt move.he was worried worried that his parents wouldnt be there, or that becuase he wasnt speical….they wouldnt care. He stares and wonders. He wonders if his siblings have come back. If his parents had accpeted them. If they talk about him. He stares. He wonders. Did he make them happy. The sound of thunder makes him flinch and panic for a second. Thinking its a tank. He wonders if his siblings cry at the slund of thunder. If his siblings have nightmares of bug spray and death. He worries that no one will understand or love him. He closes his eyes and wonders.
 

 

 
the first drops of rain stsrt to fall….as he stares