Cyan Lightning
The Prodigy Unicorn
Welp, some peculiar thing happened today. So after workout, I went to buy some drink coconut water to drink. And seller barely know how to sell, which well at first they put some milk, despite I don't ask since I hate the added flavor and it cost more. And then I ask for second one, but it barely got any drink one it. This shitty service enraged me which end up me purposely throw the coconut water.
And then shit hit the fan, the owner of the place come and yell at me, because he don't like the way I throw the drink. And then natural I yell because ai paid for shitty service. And then, he try to threaten me with knife, which kinda hilarious in other way, since it clear that he act like those wannabe tough guy from the internet. I told him that my father is police, which well I thought, would do something. Surprised it didn't. And end up he "hit" me with knife, which I know in the way hilarious it didn't do shit on me, since he hit me in side that aren't sharp. Then, I am not sure why. But I just hugged the guy and for long, maybe I thought it would deescalate and it did.
Afterward the seller gave my money back and plus I kept the change. And then I go into another place to buy coconut water. And this one actually served me well. Not only I bought to drink at the that moment. But I also bought 3 more to drink at home. Plus I actually want to go back to there, since they serve me well. And stay away from the other one
So what I learned here. Well, some people are just a joke, that think they are tough. I honestly can't help to reflect this experience to myself, since I am struggling with low self-esteem. And see the owner of that place act like that, I really see how would become if my self-esteem get much lower. Aside from that, another thing that I learned is that if you want to sell something or serve a customer. Do it with decency and heck with best you can, I mean when the other place that serve me coconut, treat me well.
Honestly this experience, both hilarious and frightening. At one hand, someone act like tough wannabe guy and yet can't do shit with knife, on the other hand well. It's a knife, I still wonder what's one that guy mind. And mentioned how much hate me, I mean what? I didn't even know that person and the only think I did singing and playing music in the park. So I guess that's? Sigh. But still thought, I probably should throw that drink the first place, yeah I was tired from workout. But that's something that I shouldn't do. Sigh.... What an interesting day that I have.
Edit;
Welp, still thinking and I am feeling of the revenge feeling or something like "hope that person suffer". While I can honestly say that, this kinda person.... Either suffer from constant paranoid, and might have a some serious issues like addiction or broken family or something. But honestly, I don't like thinking it this way. Since, I feel like I am pretty much as bad as this person is. But I suppose this serve to calm my mind and well thinking about karma or others. But honestly I just don't like thinking about how this person would suffer. It kinda make feel putting me as the same person as that.
Edit2:
My feeling just feel like about how much I should beat that guy up. I mean, since I am fit and looking at that guy body, he is he is a smoker. And yeah, it would be satisfied, but on the other. I might deal with police which well can be considered self defense. But it will sure waste a lot of time. Sigh, I guess my feeling don't like the concept of "it's already over, let's move on" and more like "that bastard should get what he deserves and worse."
And then shit hit the fan, the owner of the place come and yell at me, because he don't like the way I throw the drink. And then natural I yell because ai paid for shitty service. And then, he try to threaten me with knife, which kinda hilarious in other way, since it clear that he act like those wannabe tough guy from the internet. I told him that my father is police, which well I thought, would do something. Surprised it didn't. And end up he "hit" me with knife, which I know in the way hilarious it didn't do shit on me, since he hit me in side that aren't sharp. Then, I am not sure why. But I just hugged the guy and for long, maybe I thought it would deescalate and it did.
Afterward the seller gave my money back and plus I kept the change. And then I go into another place to buy coconut water. And this one actually served me well. Not only I bought to drink at the that moment. But I also bought 3 more to drink at home. Plus I actually want to go back to there, since they serve me well. And stay away from the other one
So what I learned here. Well, some people are just a joke, that think they are tough. I honestly can't help to reflect this experience to myself, since I am struggling with low self-esteem. And see the owner of that place act like that, I really see how would become if my self-esteem get much lower. Aside from that, another thing that I learned is that if you want to sell something or serve a customer. Do it with decency and heck with best you can, I mean when the other place that serve me coconut, treat me well.
Honestly this experience, both hilarious and frightening. At one hand, someone act like tough wannabe guy and yet can't do shit with knife, on the other hand well. It's a knife, I still wonder what's one that guy mind. And mentioned how much hate me, I mean what? I didn't even know that person and the only think I did singing and playing music in the park. So I guess that's? Sigh. But still thought, I probably should throw that drink the first place, yeah I was tired from workout. But that's something that I shouldn't do. Sigh.... What an interesting day that I have.
Edit;
Welp, still thinking and I am feeling of the revenge feeling or something like "hope that person suffer". While I can honestly say that, this kinda person.... Either suffer from constant paranoid, and might have a some serious issues like addiction or broken family or something. But honestly, I don't like thinking it this way. Since, I feel like I am pretty much as bad as this person is. But I suppose this serve to calm my mind and well thinking about karma or others. But honestly I just don't like thinking about how this person would suffer. It kinda make feel putting me as the same person as that.
Edit2:
My feeling just feel like about how much I should beat that guy up. I mean, since I am fit and looking at that guy body, he is he is a smoker. And yeah, it would be satisfied, but on the other. I might deal with police which well can be considered self defense. But it will sure waste a lot of time. Sigh, I guess my feeling don't like the concept of "it's already over, let's move on" and more like "that bastard should get what he deserves and worse."