Uhm ... oh, wait - yeah, that is that badge. I was thinking of the one where you were here the first month after the death of PonyBooru. "The End Was Not The End" or something like that? It's not even in the system any more. Like, even if someone wanted or somehow magically earned that badge, a dev would have to ram it into the database by hand.
Honestly, I think the only reason that I didn't get the "From The Night" badge is because when staff asked me to back down I did. Also the plausibly ban-worthy shit I was doing tended to be at least plausibly "funny" (except for those massively triggered by a proximate cause of April Fool, in toto) and was almost entirely related to role playing during April Fools events. Just your normal, healthy case of non-insane automatism. I plead "not giving a fuck" but immediately changed my behavior and was summiarily offered a slot on staff, including the fully featured brain chip.
Thus the chronic alcoholism.