Background Pony #D297
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Okay I thought it was something along those lines. *Sigh* Seems like LGBT culture is rather disconnected from the mainstream. I'm bisexual and live with my trans girlfriend. LGBT culture always seems to make me uncomfortable though, I think cause I had a rough childhood and live in a mediocre place for it. It draws attention to us being different instead of the old "Well we're no different from anyone else" blend in approach. Which scares me. I have trouble with sexuality at all anymore though... Expressing it, feeling okay with it... I had a fundamentalist christian upbringing. Also I was molested as a kid and it's been bothering me more lately. It's been hurtimg my girlfriend that I'm too scared to have sex and stuff. I'm trying to see a therapist again but they're always so booked so full and you have to wait so long to see them. And then when I do I can't ever seem to actually accomplish much but I want to try... *Sigh*
Okay I thought it was something along those lines. *Sigh* Seems like LGBT culture is rather disconnected from the mainstream. I'm bisexual and live with my trans girlfriend. LGBT culture always seems to make me uncomfortable though, I think cause I had a rough childhood and live in a mediocre place for it. It draws attention to us being different instead of the old "Well we're no different from anyone else" blend in approach. Which scares me. I have trouble with sexuality at all anymore though... Expressing it, feeling okay with it... I had a fundamentalist christian upbringing. Also I was molested as a kid and it's been bothering me more lately. It's been hurtimg my girlfriend that I'm too scared to have sex and stuff. I'm trying to see a therapist again but they're always so booked so full and you have to wait so long to see them. And then when I do I can't ever seem to actually accomplish much but I want to try... *Sigh*