…..Just screw it,screw everything.I am seriously a fucking retard.I can’t do anything right,can I.Fuck everything about me,why do I even exist if all I do is waste people time and fuck things up.I am seriously a loser and a miserable existence.I can’t do anything right,everyone hates me which I rightfully deserve and ones that don’t need to.Not even online I can make friends or make things right.I really just deserve to die,fuck me.Sorry everyone that I wasted your time with my sorry miserable existence.Why can’t I just die.Nothing can help me,not my medicine,no amount of therapy,nothing.I have no life,no redeeming qualities or skills.All I do is just look at porn,not even real porn just hentai,and porn artwork.I can’t even be attracted to real girls,definitely can’t talk to one or even make basic eye contact.I have to look at fictional girls to get my sexual needs,not even pleasuring to it just looking at it.And all I do is just wish that it was real or be the guy in the scene.I don’t even have friends,and never will.Everyone that met me wish they never had.It would be in the world’s best interest that I just die in hole,and be forgotten.