[Dark] Depression/Suicides within the fandom (The revival)

It Has Been 6 Years Seen My Mammaw Passed Away From Cancer, I Miss Her Alot 😞

Think I might kermit to sliding in a sewer tonight.

I am my own reason for being a miserable shit person…and I’m too much of a masochisticly pathetic person to do anything about it.

@Rainboom Dash  
My mood is still pretty meh.. why did I do that… sometimes I just can’t control my thoughts, I guess… I’m getting over it, slowly.. I guess repeating the same thing over and over again and you start correlating it with whatever you were saying it with.. I really do need to get help because sometimes I just can’t control my thoughts very well at all and it causes shit like this to happen… but I did it and… because of that… now my mood is going to be down for at least a few days, maybe weeks.. maybe even months…. it’s my fault but… I did it…  
I drank some tequila and cider and I hope my typing makes sense

What is this strange world I’m trapped in?

I’ve been awake for days…

@Badheart  
Dear me, why ever so?

My dog is having a seizure. 😢

@Shylover  
Uh.. why r u posting about it here then..? Shouldn’t you be doing something about it..?

@Shylover  
Oh No, That’s Awful :C 😭

@Carter Resado  
My brother and my mother are taking him to the vet. What am I supposed to do? I don’t have a job! I’m not a vet. My brother takes care of him, and when I said my dog I meant the royal my, because he’s just a family dog! Just stop! Things are completely complicated, and it’s hard for me to explain.
 
 
^{Good god, I can’t even share my feelings nor my worries, nor even my problems on this thread anymore.}

@Shylover  
……What?

@Shylover  
I never knew you had one.
 
What triggered this?

@Badheart  
I don’t know. My mom didn’t tell me what triggered him.

So, he’s downstairs with my brother. We’re gonna be taking care of him and give him some med pills. I can’t remember what my mom said, but all I can say is that she told me that she’ll call the vet and figure out a way to fix this and make him feel better again………hopefully. I’m really a lot more worried.

@Shylover  
You should really find out what caused this.

@Badheart  
I can’t. My mom can. She and my brother went to the vet. I just said that. She’ll figure it out until she calls the vet and they’ll find out what is wrong. Seriously, this is too complicated for me to explain this. I don’t have a job, because my mom doesn’t want me to have one due to how bad my attitude is, if I ever do a difficult or any hard things to for a job, and even interact badly with people in real life. I can’t do anything to help, due to how bad my attitude can be on some of the things I tried to do. Again, too complicated for me to explain.

@Shylover  
I don’t want this happening to my dog.
 
My mother stuck a disco light in yard for Christmas and I found one having a seizure in the driveway, scared the shit out of me.

@Badheart  
Oh. I’m sorry about that. And I’m sorry for being rude. I didn’t mean to. It’s just that things are terribly complicated for me to explain. 😢

@Shylover  
That’s fine, I’m ready to go eat dinner anyway.
 
Stay brave out there.

@Badheart  
I’ll try. :(

@Shylover  
Do u n bad talk to each other?

Anyone wanna talk?

@KolpSlack  
Hewo

@KolpSlack  
I’m feeling a bit off today but what’s up?