[Dark] Depression/Suicides within the fandom (The revival)

Apparently some people, like RD4590, really knows how to piss me off real easily. I’m probably the most hated person in this universe as I thought.
 
 
Yeah. I wish I was never born. Everyone, or maybe the whole world, will be better off or happy without me around. I’m done with 2020.

@Meanlucario  

 
@Shylover  
I doubt that you killing yourself will help the world in any way.

@Shylover  
maybe just step back and reevaluate yourself, and your options in life.
 
its no ones responsibility to make your life better but your own
 
if you dont want to do that then thats on you and no one else.

*sighs sadly*
 
^{I think I need to be alone for a while.}

@Background Pony #6048  

 
 
I SAID LEAVE ME ALONE RD4590!

@Shylover  
not the same person fam, keep the assholeness to yourself.

I am not here to force anyone to help me! I’M ONLY HERE TO FORCE MY THOUGHTS OUT FOR MYSELF IN THIS THREAD!
 

 
What do you want from me?  
Just leave me alone, let me spit my thoughts out, and keep your advices out of it.

@Shylover  
Again, how would killing yourself help anyone?

@Meanlucario  
Nothing helps anyone. Nothing.
 
Leave me alone.

@Shylover  
Personally, I want people not kill themselves and get the help they need.

@Shylover  
That’s not true. Helping others makes things easier for them. That’s just the depression talking.

Guys stop! You’re upsetting me even more. I’m only posting my problems to myself. Not asking for help. Just leave me alone.
 
^{I don’t want to argue……….}

@Shylover  
this is a public forum  
if you dont want people to help or give advice then go write your thoughts down in a note book or something.

@Background Pony #6048  
………………………………..

@Shylover  
Than why post where people can see and reply to you?

@Background Pony #6048
 
@Meanlucario  
I’m done taking.

@Background Pony #6048
 
@Meanlucario
 
I’m sorry.  
I really feel like the most hated person on this planet. I rather suffer and be depressed forever.

@Shylover  
Why do you think people hate you?

@Meanlucario  
Because of my behavior. My posts. My rants. My problems. My mental breakdown. My anxiety. My depression. My mental illness. Everything.

@Shylover  
Trust me, there are much worst things than being annoyed. And again, if you need help with that, than get help.

@Meanlucario  
Being annoyed? Or being annoying? Cause that’s what I am. Annoying…..
 
 
^{No wonder why Deon’s still mad at me.}

@Shylover  
I’m sticking with annoyed. And if you are depressed, get professional help. I mean, can you really say that being depressed and having suicidal thoughts is helping you or anyone you love?

@Meanlucario  
I don’t care what’s helping me or anyone anymore. Nothing helps me nor anyone. All I can say is that I’m an annoying failure that deserves to suffer forever.

@Meanlucario  
I’m gonna go take a break for a while. I’m sorry.

@Shylover  
Have you tried getting professional help? If not, than not trying almost guarantees that nothing will help you, where getting it will.