Read the manga of Redo of Healer up the current chapter.
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our MC is a mary sue and a Chad and the story makes zero excuse about it. Like, holy shit this is a parody-level of Chad Sue-ness it’s not even…
He was confronted by apparitions of ppl he killed. Meant to instill fear and regret and break his psyche. Ended up hyping our MC up as he kills and re-kills the apparitions again and again.
He also raped one female apparition. As he climaxed, the nightmare ended, and he was congratulated.
Whoever came up with dis shiz is genius.