My own life has been hanging in the balance all this time since the year 2016, I’ve only just been keeping this a secret to all of y’all. One day if I fell on the wrong side of the fate, this world as cruel as it always and will always is, no one will ever remember my legacy when I’m gone from this pathetic life forever.
My fate was sealed once I’ve fully learned the harsh reality that love is only just a statistic in this game of life and I hate it. I’ve been living in a false reality that such perfect idealism of love and hope exist in this world. There’s no such thing as forever in this world. There’s no such this as everlasting bond between relationships.
I’m saddened to inform y’all as well that I am a massive collateral damage between the sudden separation of my parents who had been together long before my own birth. All my amazing plans, hopes, and dreams on my family and dreams were all crushed into oblivion when fate decides to gamble our trajectory in this game, friendship between relatives turned to an all out war and hatred while me myself unaware of the ongoing drama at first were still laying down all the productive plans in our lives. It’s like being run over by a semi truck at full speed by the time the crisis little by little became exposed into all of us.
I can’t accept all of this. Why did I do to deserve this? We had such an amazing run as a loving family till something had flipped the table on us. I may be convinced that we might be living in a simulation at this point. If it’s just a game then I don’t wanna play anymore.
One day, very soon, The only thing that’s going to defeat life itself is taking it away by yourself.